I’m not going to lie these past few weeks have been really tough. Skiing is my passion, the reason I came back to this sport. But along the way, I’ve been met with so many negative voices. People who don’t believe in me. People who say I’m too old, too slow. People who question my character and tell me to step aside because my time is up.
I know they are just a few voices among many, but that doesn’t mean they don’t hurt. I try to be strong, but the truth is, I’m not always strong. I’m human.
It stings because I care. I know I shouldn’t let it get to me, but at the end of the day, I can only be so tough. I put my heart into this, and when things don’t go as planned, it’s hard not to feel the weight of it. I wish I could have done better I really do. But I gave everything I had. And while I know I don’t always handle every situation perfectly, I also know that perfection is impossible.
I care, maybe too much. That’s why my emotions sometimes get the best of me. But despite the doubts, despite the setbacks, one thing is certain I will not give up. I believe in myself, and I know that with hard work and determination, I will reach the goals I’ve set for myself.
To those who have supported me through it all thank you. Your belief in me means more than you know. Let’s keep dreaming, and let’s keep pushing forward together.
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